The husband ofWWE wrestler Sara Lee, who died at age 30earlier this month, shareda heartbreaking letterto his late wife.

Addressing Lee directly, Westin Blake, 35, wrote on Instagram: “I loved you from the first moment I saw you. I would always say that you were an angel walking on this earth.”

The father-of-three called his wife “a motivator, a best friend, a sister, a daughter, an aunt, the backbone of our family,” in the letter.

“I really don’t know what to say in these uncertain times,” wrote Blake. “I just know that death can’t take away the memories we made.”

Blake said he “can’t promise” that he will stop grieving, but he knows that his wife is “free” now.

“I can’t thank you enough for giving me the best years of my life so far.”

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“It is with heavy hearts we wanted to share that ourSara Westonhas gone to be with Jesus,” she wrote. “We are all in shock and arrangements are not complete.”

She continued, “We ask that you respectfully let our family mourn. We all need prayers especially [husband] Cory and her children.” Blake’s legal name is Cory James.

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https://www.gofundme.com/f/sara-lee-memorial-fund?utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer We’re all shocked and saddened by the sudden death of Tough Enough winner Sara Lee. As her loving husband, Cory, picks up the pieces and continues to raise their 3 children, the last thing anyone in that position wants to be worried about is money and paying for a funeral and everything else that comes along with it. The wrestling community has always been one to come together in the wake of tragedy and this is no different. Every penny raised from this will go directly to Cory and the kids. Thank you all in advance. RIP Sara, you were one of the good ones. - Bull

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Terri did not share Sara’s cause of death.

After winning season 6 of theTough Enoughcompetition series, Sara garnered a one-year contract with WWE and was an NXT wrestler.

source: people.com