Christine Brown and Kody Brown.Photo: TLC

Christine Brown and Kody Brown

Christine Brownis reflecting on where she stands with her exKody Brown.

On Sunday’s episode ofSister Wives, Christine admitted that she prioritized Kody’s needs for years and wanted to be the “best wife ever.”

“Even when it didn’t matter to him, I would have done anything he needed me to do but I’m done,” said Christine, 51. “I’m done. I’m not going to do a thing for him anymore.”

Despite moving on with her life, the TLC star told Kody that she hoped they would “eventually be able to just be friends.”

“It’s more like how do we move forward and be able to be in each other’s company and enjoy each other’s company,” she explained. “But I’d rather just come from a sincere place of just being friends, I don’t know if that’s naive.”

“I don’t know either,” he admitted.

Christine Brown, Kody Brown.Puddle Monkey Prods/Kobal/Shutterstock

Christine Brown, Kody Brown

After theirawkward meal together, Christine told cameras, “I don’t even know what to think about that conversation. Oh my gosh. I’m just super grateful that I’m not married to him anymore. Oh my gosh. He’s a lot. He’s just so intense.”

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Kody also revealed he wanted to be “done” after their meal together, adding, “I just wanted to get away from her. I don’t need any more of this.”

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“One of the things that is confusing for me is that I don’t see the deal-breakers between Kody and Christine,” she said. “But I don’t mean to cast judgment — but maybe it’s just my perception — but I don’t see where either one of them did something so heinous and horrible that it just had to end and I can’t seem to kind of understand.”

Kody Brown and Christine Brown.TLC

Kody Brown and Christine Brown

TLC

Despite the split, Christine recently told PEOPLE she hasno regrets about the lifeshe built with theirextended family.

“Just because I left, it doesn’t mean we failed,” she told PEOPLE inlast week’s cover story. “It [only] means there’s change."

She continued, “Our goal was to raise incredible children, and we did. It was a success for us.”

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Sister Wivesairs Sundays at 10 p.m. ET on TLC.

source: people.com